![]() Thursday, September 24, 2009
![]() erm seems like a vry long time never blog le wor today finally have the feeling to blog so as not to waste tt small 1 effort by helping mi to blog.:) now i was lying on my bed hugging my sis favourite soft toy called TU ZAI ZI.:) this name was derived by my sis becos e soft toy was a rabbit.:-) it was gd to hug becos it had a flat chest:-) while huggin, i think and recalled alot of unforgetable memories which make mi remember vividly.:) came to think of it, tears slowing streamin now my cheek and slowly to my ears.. The memory of HER suddenly appear to my mind.:) i remembered when she was admitted to hospital tt time, i was feeling vry scare of seeing the fragile side of her and she seems to be another person tt i once know. I saw wid my eye tt from a healthly person to a vry sick person . I have witness everything including all e suffering tt she went through in e hospital and to e vry last moment to her funeral.. Wat i can say was it was a vry pain, unbearable and unforgetable experience for a 8 years old little gal to go through this thing when she needed mother care the most at tt time...she has GIVEN UP the love for my father, e love for her children and most importantly e role as a mother for her 3 vry young children...1 thing i was vry regretted was i have several time of hesitating of calling her MUM when she was stayin in hospital becos i was vry frighten by her appearance she seem like a change person to me...12 years tt she have left mi, i still can rmb e things she do to mi even though not all but i really appreciate alot and will rmb it until e day i died.. Hope u are doing fine up there....love her forever. Hehe is what i love to say every time I wanna stay happier as days pass by |
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